Memento Mori · a wallpaper for Windows

Your life is about
4,160 weeks.

Eighty years, week by week. This wallpaper will show you every one of them.

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This is one week.

Seven days. It fills in either way — well spent or wasted.

This is one year.

One row. 52 weeks, side by side.

This is your life.

4,160 weeks. Eighty rows, all of them at once. When were you born?

Born on
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Stays in your browser — never sent anywhere.

It looks short. It is.

That's the trick of the grid. "About eighty years" is easy to nod at and forget — but seeing all of it at once is harder to walk away from. Every childhood summer that felt endless: a small block near the top, already filled in.

50
summers still ahead
2,600
free Saturdays left
250
books, at five a year

Rough numbers for an 80-year life from age 30 — and they become yours.

“The average human lifespan is absurdly, terrifyingly, insultingly short.”Oliver Burkeman · Four Thousand Weeks

He calls that a relief, not a threat: once you see that time is finite, what matters becomes obvious too. The grid isn't counting you down — it's asking what this week is for.

Live with it

The same grid, drawn on your desktop wallpaper — quietly keeping count while you work.

Memento Mori wallpaper: a grid of small squares, one per week of a life, with the lived weeks filled in
You could leave life right now.
Marcus Aurelius · Meditations

Memento mori — "remember that you must die" — has been a tool for living well for two thousand years, whispered to Roman generals at their moment of triumph and written nightly in the private journal of an emperor. Not to be morbid: nothing sorts out your priorities faster.

Free
No account · no catch · yours forever

Your time is the scarce thing here, not your money. If the wallpaper earns a spot on your desktop, you can leave a donation — entirely optional.

Download for Windows
Windows 10 & 11 · no admin rights needed · free updates forever

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Questions

Why is it free?

It started as a personal tool, and a reminder like this shouldn't sit behind a paywall. If it ends up meaning something to you, there's a donate button — pay what you want, including nothing.

Which Windows versions are supported?

Windows 10 and Windows 11. Everything the app needs is already part of Windows — there are no extra downloads or frameworks.

Does it run in the background all the time?

No. A standard Windows scheduled task renders your wallpaper every Monday at 08:00 and when you log in. It takes about a second, then nothing is running.

What happens with my date of birth?

It's stored in a small settings file on your own PC and used only to draw the grid. It is never sent anywhere. The birthdate you enter on this page stays in your browser, too.

How do updates work?

The weekly task also checks for a new version. If there is one, it's downloaded, verified and installed silently. Your settings are never touched.

Can I change how it looks?

Yes — open "Memento Mori Settings" from the Start menu. You can switch between weeks and months, change the shape and size of the squares, pick dark or light, and adjust every color, with a live preview.

Why would I want to be reminded that I'm going to die?

Because it works the other way around: seeing the empty squares makes the current one matter. Memento mori is an old Stoic practice — remember death, and you remember to live.